Thinking about love!

Let's talk about love.

What is it so difficult and at the same time is one of the dearest thing we have? I feel so fool and sometimes I feel wise. And I hear all the time love songs dedicating them to myself and to you. Why is that it sometimes hurts so much? Because we are humans and we must have that feeling in our lives, then what would we be without it? So many questions and I barely find the answers, maybe I know but we have to always be asking.

What is love anyway? I have heard love is pain, is disappointment, is sadness; but on the other hand, it is also peace, happiness and relief. What is it for me though? my greatest treasure and at the same time my biggest losing. Everything depends on our moments, our emotions, our human personalities. We can't be perfect, that kind of thing doesn't exist, only in all the books I eat everyday, most of them with perfect happy endings. I don't blame reality, it is just that I really prefer to love than to fight. But we have both in our paths, and we can't choose (even if it was possible, I don't know many people who could choose fighting over loving. Maybe the ones who give up upon finding the love of their lives (once again, if that was a possible thing) we can never know). I think I am a freaky person who believe in love, but reality lower my craziness and I finally believe I lose also my faith.

Well, it is also confidence and loyalty, it is also truth. And then, I think this again and I feel I am defending an utopia. then I think again, people can't be such a good human being. We all have secrets, have pasts and even if we don't want then in our present, there will always be some moments in which you can't be such as confident, loyal or true as you want to be, as you wish to be. For me, I do my best, I give love that importance in my life and I try every time to be better. I spent hours to my love ones, to my real love, that perfect match I believe we are.

Well, I certainly could write a lot more about love, but I just wanted to vent all this words out of me.

Samalogi (April 04th 2014)